Fourth date

Writerman has asked me out for drinks and to a dance party thing on Thursday in the LES.

Yay!

Okay, so I'm nervous for a number of reasons. 1.) Because I think I like him just based on our email exchanges (lame, yes) 2.) Because my last three dates were all flops 3.) Because I have a severely low alcohol tolerance as of late.

I'm trying to pinpoint where things went wrong in my last few dates so I know to avoid them on Thursday. Was thinking about buying something new for this date since I'm overly excited about it, but decided against it. I'll just be me.

Which is who I've been with the last three guys (save for being a hot drunken mess with Texasman).

As I said before unabashedly, this single life is for the birds. So I'm going into this date with slightly different expectations than before. I'd like to see if we hit it off. If he's anything like how he writes, then I think we will and that's what gets me excited. But I'm also going to be looking out for that one small dent that makes him damaged goods. My small dent is the fact that I'm six weeks fresh out of a two year relationship with my ex-douche bag boyfriend, and believe I need to be single for a while so that I can fix myself.

In the meantime though, I'll try to quiet my overanalytics by rifling through my closet for something to wear on Thursday.